HBIC

20, Los Angeles grown. I live at dance practice. Top Shelf.

Independent queen working for her throne.

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fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me  

it’s been a while since I’ve done a post like this…

who would have known that three years later you would still be the reason for it? we never really let go… & maybe this is my karma. I used to say it wasn’t fair that you got the easy way out but nothing is gonna change it. so I won’t anymore. it is what it is.

unfortunately, you’ll always mean more to me than I ever will to you & I’m gonna accept that. it’s just an unfortunate series of bad timing. I know you weren’t intentionally trying to hurt me in the end (especially since you tried so hard to keep the truth from me… in a weird way I appreciate that), but you knew that it would indirectly break me (again) eventually.

what makes me so mad is that I kept saying I wouldn’t let you back in & you kept breaking down those walls & when I finally gave in… you took what you wanted & left, leaving a mess for me to put back together.

I used to question why God put you in my life for this long… I used to hope it was because it was a sign we were supposed end up together “in the end,” lol. but I guess it was all so I can get to the point where I found the closure you would never give me, verbally.

“now you’re just somebody that I used to know”